life as it isL F so difficult to comprehend I Elife as it is
the simplicity, yet c o m p l e x i t y
the fairness yet the deception
L F so threatening without fear
I E
The True YouYou have an empty heart ... thats what you make it seem You try to shut me out ... as you drift off in a dream.The True You
People say this and that ... i don't know what to believe You don't seem to really care ... but i don't want to be decieved.
I believe that you have a heart ... one that goes so deep I believe you put up an act ...
that goes away in your sleep.
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Without a ClueI sit and wait,Without a Clue
i look around; i am confused
without a sound.
Just hold me close, just hold me tight; don't leave me here i have no sight.
I'm blinded now, with this feeling; i'm not sure what,
but it's not healing.
I have no clue, as i drift away; i have no feeling, and no words to say.
BlackI cant take the fighting that is on the news talking about unimportant issues i dont care because im black inside im not scaredBlack
of what i hide an ashy hole left and unused and with no match i am kept unfused and i am all alone in a black pit cant find the way out and i feel like shit i need a lifeline
to escape from myself to get away from the world and put my fear on the shelf
Lost...Found...Lost.... Lost in the nothing the darkness, the never ending eternity, keep close enough to feel but far enough only to see to change, would be a crime to change, would be you, A rock under the sand found only to tease life, to die, disappear this would be a privilage the beginning, the end, Found....Lost...Found...
-Az
~ Mai
-Az
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I firmly believe that the novel "Inquilibrium: Behind the Curtain of Life" I'm writing for 4 years now is going to be one of the most life-transforming, hope-giving, insight-bearing book you'll ever read. All I ask of you is to remember me and its title.
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